SoHo; Working Alone Though It Is a Great Concept.

Selamat pagi.

Oh. Terbiasa bangun awal.

Seronok membaca blog entri orang lain. It seems like they have something happening in their life.

Sangat bersyukur sebenarnya. Tapi, kalau dah sifat manusia; tamak dan needy, i want something interesting in my life. Yeah, instead of getting up, on my lappy and pc, do my job. If i have an appointment, i'll attend it. If i have to run errands, i'll complete it. And i clean the house, water my plants ( oh, yes, i do gardening. ), cook for the boys. And clean some more. That's it.

Tidak terasa; "wahh! sangat mencabar!!". Tidak langsung.

Maybe i should get a 9-5 job? Yeah. Maybe. At least they got to go out of the house to work. Mine doesn't require leaving the house. Haish~ Kan? Manusia. Tak pernah puas.

Ok. Ok. Sudah puas.

p/s: I work hard, i just made it look easy.

Kerja Tak Siap; Marah Woah!

Oh crap. Days has been crappy for me.

Yes. Yes. Begini ceriteranya.

I went to the bank on Monday, early morning. It was in Bandar Puteri Puchong. And it is Maybank. I went in and i told the pretty-girl-that-do-the-service-thingy? that i wanna open an account. She told me that the whole system was down. And it'll be down for one whole day. Then she told me to go other Maybank which so far away. I can't go 'cause i already applied it online for that Maybank only. So i went home.

Come Tuesday, i went to the same Maybank. Meet the same girl, i told her i wanna open an account. I still have to fill in a form, which is i don't get it. Why would i fill an online form, only to fill it in again at the bank?? I have the stupid reference number. You fellas can't just say, 'Ok, we have your info's already. Please proceed.'?? Dang~what's the purpose of the online system??

Enough annoyance with that, then another lady assist me on how to fill in the form. And then, she suggested a credit card. I said ok, and she needed my current credit card. I said ok, and i wanna pull out my credit card. And I couldn't find it. I was missing. I nearly went berserk. Last time i used it was a week ago. Damn. A week?? and i didn't notice shit. So cannot apply-lah.

So i took a number to proceed with my account opening thingy. Waited for a while and it was my turn. I sat down, gave the form, gave my IC and the lady said, 'Encik, IC tak boleh verify lah..', oh? She kept trying and it can't be used. Meaning, I have to renew my IC. Argghh!! And i can't open the account. Double argghh!!!

I have to go to JPN in Putrajaya?? Arghhh! And i have to wait for my IC to be ready?? Argghhh!!!

' Terima kasih'. Aku chow.

I spent my time doing the stuff i am suppose to do, but i can't finish a thing due to a few stupid circumstances??

Wow..impressive.

Akaun perlu dibuat so duit bole masuk. Tapi sekarang duit tak boleh masuk tapi perlu duit untuk renew IC, dan makan nasik. Plus, kredit kad hilang dan perlu tunggu untuk yang baru. Dan perlu tunggu untuk bukak akaun. Dan perlu tunggu untuk buat kredit kad baru. Dan semuanya tidak boleh segera.

Oh. Lembab sungguh sistem.

p/s: Masih tak siap.

N.A.B.I.L; With This Name, I Think I Live A Double-Life.

I don't think it's a double-life. But more like a secret agent or a spy punya life.

Pernah tengok series 'Burn Notice'? A life of a secret operative basically the story was all about. This spy kena burn which is kena fire. But then he live on doing stuff for everyday people. Helping out here and there and got paid. What impressed me was how he act different role for each of his task; which is so damn cool how he pulled it off.

And iiiiiiiiii...think i live that kinda life. Not the cool part, but the acting part.

Back in Kedah i was called differently. I am totally different back there. Known for being a good kid to my family. It is still the same when i go back. The role was given to me and i played the role well. Still budak baik lagi.

Dekat sekolah, again, i played different role. I'm a nuisance, sangat nakal and malas sangat. What saved me was my grades. It was good enough not to be yelled at.

Dengan kawan-kawan di Kedah, I'm different. Jadi budak baik plus sedikit kenakalan. And i brags alot with 'em, sampai sekarang.( Yeah, it's a habit to brag if you grow up in Kedah. )

Kolej, nama pun jadi Nabil. I was a jock. Everyone kinda knew me. I pulled it off pretty well. Hey, a star role, who wouldn't. Bersukan ok, belajar ok, fellow students kenal, lecturers kenal.

Dan sekarang, living all by myself, with new friends and new faces. I played a new role. Sheesh..I was never the same guy. Here and there, I kinda notice and makes me wonder. Which is me?

The nice kid?

The mischievous student?

The braggin' dick?

The jock?

Or just a guy with identity crisis? ( Identity crisis? I think i'm too old for that. High schooler boleh la indentity crisis. )

Damn.

p/s: Arwah nenek called me ustaz. Now that's another role to play.

Gotcha; I Think I Was Pranked.

Please.

Don't blame me.

Please.

It wasn't suppose to happen, but it did anyway.

I was just there. Then boom. It happened.

Like it was presented to me.

Like the universe asked me, ' What do you think?', with sarcasm on it's face.

And the universe asked again, ' What are you gonna do dimwit?'. Laughing.

It said, ' You asked for it. Next time, quit askin.'

Oh. So it's my fault then?

Damn.

But, Please.

Don't blame me. I'm just a human.

p/s: I'm thankful.*I need to be thankful before i got screwed again*

Annoyed; With My Wimpy Act.

Life is not as exciting lately.

Being single has it perks. But it came with loneliness. Sheesh~go away stupid atmosphere so-called loneliness.

The thing is, when i have to choose a person who has been dearly great to me, i chickened out. It wasn't just one person. It was two of 'em.

And i didn't make any choice. I wanted more time.

But too bad, the one i fell for, don't have that faith, that hope, that i'll be with her.

And again, i fail to tell her that she was important, I fell for her.

She was great.

Now, i think i already lost her.

p/s: Officially missing bam-bam.

Shut Up; so That's What I Should Tell Myself

Shut up Nabil.

Shut up.

Say more and you'll make more mistake.

Say a whole lot more, you'll sound like a dickhead.

Now, shut up. Respect her decision and move on.

Shut up Nabil.

p/s: my mouth is faster than my mind.

Hari-hari Lepas; Agak Sukar Lepaskan.

Ayam Penyet.

Doughnut.

Blueberry Cheese Muffin.

Seaweed flavored Lurve.

Ice Blended Mocha.

Ice Blended Creamed Caramel Latte.

And a little bit of E.

p/s: i'm in overdrive.