A Reminder; To Myself.

Let me explain my life.

I'm happy. I don't complain, i don't cry and i don't regret anything if shits happened. Why?

'Cause i just wanna enjoy this fucking life. Note one thing, life is like a roller coaster with a broken track, you better enjoy the ride before it ends.

My life to me is exciting enough. Although many people doesn't agree with me but it's my life. I say it's exciting. Don't talk back to me. *Smack!*

I love soccer, and don't you dare say anything about what i love.

I have my bunch of friends that love soccer like me. We can sit down and talk about it for hours. We support different team but we don't hate other teams. We just love the game.

Some say that i'm a bit 'poyo'. I don't understand why but living in this country, having big dreams meant that most people will say that you're a fucking dreamer. What's wrong with having big dreams? Well, if you can't and you don't wanna do it, you wanna drag people down with you? That's so fucking wrong. To me, you're a loser. Go away.

I'm 23, i have a long way to go. I don't wanna rush anything, i just wanna take one step at a time. I have experienced defeat, but i'm not going down. I'm just taking my time. Even Rome wasn't built in one day.

I have my own beliefs, and i fight for it. I think everybody should. Looking down at others is not the way. Look up, someone is always better than you.

I may not be the most popular, or the most good looking, or the richest, or the smartest, but i know someday i'll make it big. When that day comes, i couldn't care less about the doubters. You can kiss my sweet butt.

p/s: Pftt!

Why is The Reason; This Is My 'Why'.

every couple fights, it makes you stronger. it sets you apart from the fake couples who are only together for sex. it shows that you’re both in this heart and soul. it shows that you both care about eachother enough to fight for your opinions. it seems bad, and it might feel like you’re drifting, but in the end it’s the fights that keep you together.

Mari Belajar French; It's Useful.

You’re now chatting with a random stranger.Say hi!

You: Hello

Stranger: hi!

You: how are you

Stranger: j t’aime (:

You: you are so cool

Stranger: merci

Stranger: je suis fatigue

You: im sorry i dont understand

Stranger: non?

You: non

Stranger: ouii, tu est englais?

You: err

You: oui?

Stranger: ooooh oui, j’aime la englais?

You: non

Stranger: america ou english?

You: english

Stranger: etudient?

You: what?

You: do you have facebook?

Stranger: non, j n’ai pas facebook

You: what?

You: seriously what?

Stranger: translator?

Stranger: tu comprend?

You: you want me to use a translator?

Stranger: oui?

You: sure

You have disconnected.

If you can describe what you like about a person, then you’re not in love with them. People change, and if what you know you like about them changes, then everything is over.

It Is; It Truly Is.

Twilight; Gotta Love This.

Got Stabbed?; This for you.

You have friends who you believe you can trust but when the day comes they turn round and stab you in the back with everything they have no matter how pathetic it might be. If you have a friend like this, turn around walk away and don’t look back. You’re better that that.

The Reason; Why I'm Not That Popular.

I can't write well about how i feel, or what I see.

Because I don’t really have complications in my life. I see the world differently.

I'm always happy, even if I felt slightly unhappy, I do my best to be happy.

I don't complain much, because I'm grateful.

I don't whine, because I don't know how to whine.

Well, I don't put myself in someone else's shoes, because I don't have to.

I love my own shoes.

That's why I'm less popular.

p/s: I'm loving every second of my life.

“

Gamble everything for love,
if you’re a true human being.

If not, leave
this gathering.

Half-heartedness doesn’t reach
into majesty. You set out
to find God, but then you keep

stopping for long periods
at meanspirited roadhouses.

- Rumi

”

Out of Boredom; Do This.

22 THINGS TO DO IN A ELEVATOR.

1. Crack open your briefcase or handbag, peer Inside and ask “Got enough air in there?”
2. Stand silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off.
3. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act as if you’re embarrassed when they open themselves.
4. Greet everyone with a warm handshake and ask him or her to call you Admiral.
5. Meow occasionally.
6. Stare at another passenger for a while. Then announce in horror: “You’re one of THEM” – and back away slowly.
7. Say – ‘DING’ at each floor.
8. Say “I wonder what all these do?” And push all the red buttons.
9. Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
10. Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce: “I have new socks on.”
11. When the elevator is silent, look around and ask: “Is that your beeper?”
12. Try to make personal calls on the emergency phone.
13. Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers: “This is my personal space.”
14. When there’s only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder, then pretend it wasn’t you.
15. Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
16. Ask if you can push the button for other people but push the wrong ones.
17. Hold the doors open and say you’re waiting for your friend. After a while, let the doors close and say “Hi Greg, How’s your day been?”
18. Drop a pen and wail until someone reaches to help pick it up, then scream: “That’s mine!”
19. Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.
20. Pretend you’re a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.
21. Swat at flies that don’t exist,
22. Call a “Group hug” then enforce it.

p/s: Hehe. We all wanna do something right?

My Facebook's Status In 2009; Greatest Hits.

“Waiting hurts. Forgetting hurts. But not knowing which decision to take is the worst of suffering.”

—	Paulo Coelho

“There are moments in your life that, when added together make up the reason you have become who you are. It is every step you have taken to where your feet are planted now that makes up the person you have become. Some people have never moved their feet, some have crawled, some have ran, some have walked, and some have danced. But it doesn’t matter how you get there just as long as you do.”

It Brought Tears to My Eyes; First Time After 20 Years.

A great way to start 2010.

Malaysia won their game in Sea Games Finals. First time after 20 years.

It brought tears to my eyes.

p/s: More updates in Soccer Junkie.

Road Trip; Melaka.

Minggu lepas, hati tiba-tiba rasa untuk memutuskan untuk ke Melaka dengan kawan-kawan. It was all spontaneous. So, I called up my boys. Told 'em the plan. They were up for it. Sebab atas urusan kerja, dan sebab one of my boy, Fuad is working in Melaka. Hari untuk bergembira semakin kurang sebab semua sudah bekerja. That was our only chance to chill out together. Within few hours, we were all already headed to Melaka. It was that easy and I managed to squeeze all of that in one paragraph. Voila.

Bergerak ke Melaka pada Jumaat malam, dan singgah di Cheras, rumah Farid, 'cause he has to run a few errands there. And the rest of us wanna check the fantasy team players and basically do nothing. Apui, Rizal and I were just browsing on YouTube to check out all the funny shits, and just laugh out loud. We did that for 6 hours. Memang tak perasan dah pukul 6 pagi. Apui dan Farid dah terlelap. Pukul 7 pagi baru terlelap.

Ended up woke at 3 p.m and we were suppose to leave for Melaka at 8 a.m..yeah right. Oh, another friend appeared to add more fun, Hafee. He got an afro.

Off to Melaka with 2 cars.

Arrived in Melaka within 2 hours but the trip to Jasin; where Fuad live was quite far away. 45 minutes from Bandar Melaka. Berhenti di Bandar Jasin untuk bermakan-makan kerna masih kelaparan dari malam sebelumnya. Oh, makan besar. Fuad datang sekali untuk bermakan-makan.

After a few plates of great food, lotsa satays, lotsa laughing and stupid conversations, we head to Fuad's place in a oil palm estate deep in Jasin.

6.30 p.m, finally arrived in Fuad's place. Made his place like our own, we just settled down to relax. Oh, he have a karaoke set. Next up, after shower. Bergila-gila karaoke.

Oh, tidak sempat berbaju. Ala, biasalah. Bujang-bujang. Baju tiada erti.

The next day, setelah puas tidur mati. At noon, we decided to go to Sagil; di sempadan Johor, only an hour from Jasin. A recreational area near Gunung Ledang.


Yeap, mengambil gambar kami yang berjaya menyumbat 6 orang dalam sebuah kereta tempatan.


Jauh, memang jauh.

We thought that Sagil is just a place, on the ground. Go there and have fun. We were wrong.

Arrived there and we have to climb up the mountain. Roar! Tidak bersedia untuk hiking gunung. Berpeluh dan berpeluh.

Bila dah mula berjalan, ada la yang malas untuk panjat lagi tinggi. So, kami berpecah. Me and Rizal were the scouts group, where we will climb up and find a perfect spot to lepak-lepak.


Gambar ni dah habis zoom dah. So me and Rizal wanna climb up there and find a perfect spot. Others wanna rest up first. Up and away.


Dah sampai di atas. Sesi bergambar. Haha!


Mereka berempat masih di bawah. Wave your hand people!

Next up, time to chill and have fun! So I'm just gonna let the pics do the talking.







Then we have to walk down again. ("-.-)

Berpeluh-peluh kembali selepas mandi. Huh, sangat tidak bermakna. It was a long way down, so I wanna let the pictures do the talking again.






All and all it was a great day. We spent a small amount of time chillin' at the waterfall, and we spent a lot of time hiking down the mountain. Geez~

p/s: That was just one day. Next day, animal lessons at the Melaka Zoo.

Weird Stuff; Heck This Is Just For Fun.

Dance your ass off kitties!

Because enough is never quite enough.

What's enough?

When Time Gone By; This Is How We Turned Out.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same.

True Story; Appreciate It

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, “Richness, can you take me with you?”

Richness answered, “No, I can’t. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you.”

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. “Vanity, please help me!”

“I can’t help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat,” Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, “Sadness, let me go with you.”

“Oh … Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!”

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, “Come, Love, I will take you.” It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, “Who Helped me?”

“It was Time,” Knowledge answered.

“Time?” asked Love. “But why did Time help me?”

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, “Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is.”

My Imaginary Girlfriend; Err..No Comment.

Meet my imaginary girlfriend, Son Ga In. Search her in Youtube, better of, search 'Abracadabra' by Brown Eyed Girls. Then you'll know why she's my imaginary girlfriend.


p/s: Ugh. I'm a stalker.

It's a strange thing we do. We fall in love knowing that if that person we loved ever left us, it would destroy us completely.

gildedbutterflies

Twisted Mind; Hahaha!

 

fuckin’ classic .

p/s: I'm having fun!

Better To Let You Know; Better Than Never

Which Is Worse?; This Is What I Found Out.

Which is worse? New wounds, which are so horribly painful, or old wounds that should’ve healed years ago, but never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we’ve been, and what we’ve overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That’s what we like to think, but it’s not always the way it is. Some things, we just have to learn over and over and over again. Sometimes, what we fear most has already happened to us.

Gilded Butterflies

p/s: It's wise to think. It's wise to be taught.

Uncertainty; That's The Feeling.

Heart, stop worrying to much.

It is love.

Just give it time. Whether it is right, or wrong, time will tell. Just do what you feel right.

p/s: I'm chasing dream, and I wanted to dream of you.

Pitch Black; Err..Where Are The Man-Killing Aliens?

5 a.m..I woke up and i panic. Cold sweat dripped down from my forehead. Dazed and confused. Why the heck is it pitch black in here?

Ok, first thing we usually do when we woke up, from our sleep is 'the confuse state' or simply 'mamai'. And if you woke up in a pitch black room, then you started to get a lil' confuse and i gotta admit, i was a lil' bit of a wuss. I jumped out of bed and rig the door open. Oh, it was a blackout. The whole neighbourhood. My dad is already sleeping in the living room. Candle was lit around the house already.

Phew~i snapped this picture and went back to sleep.



That's my lil' koala. He was just there. Scared. Like I did.


p/s: I thought a serial killer broke into my house.

Stucked; What The Heck Just Got Stucked?

Why oh why does this song got stucked in my head??




p/s: seriously addicted ke? or just a case of my brain kinda like random unnecessary things to be stucked there?

Silent Night; And Bunch of Dogs

Orang tua-tua cakap kalau anjing menyalak malam-malam ada hantu.

Yeke?

Apahal anjing menyalak pulak pukul 4 pagi ni. And howling it is.

Oh,bantal je ada meneman.

p/s: Hantu? Pfftt!!