it's killing me

Sometimes,

no matter how hard you try to smile,
no matter how hard you try to laugh,
no matter how hard you try to fake your happiness,
no matter how hard you try to pretend that it's gonna be okay,
no matter how hard you try to convince yourself that you are okay,

your heart will tell you that you are not okay..
your heart will tell you that you are not real..
your heart will tell you that you are not happy..

'cause something's missing..
'cause someone's missing..

all you can do is waiting..
and hoping..

just to be completed..
just to feel complete..


p/s: it's killing me..